I’m fighting blackness at the moment, for lots of reasons:
finishing (the current draft of) The Novel and waiting for professional report
on it before I can go any further; winter and this bloody rain which seems to
have been going on forever; the dreaded coronavirus and the threat it brings of
not being able to go out or travel; as well as the usual – the state of the
environment and the state of me. And one of the ways I’m distracting myself is
sewing.
I’ve always sewn, even when I was a child. I don’t remember
playing with dolls but I do remember making them clothes and lining them up
proudly in their new outfits. I made everything in an ancient book I found on
the shelves at home called One Hundred
Things a Girl can Make and every 'Blue
Peter' project. Then, when I was a teenager and already way above average
height as well as anorexic, I started making my own clothes and altering those
few I found in the shops that vaguely fitted. And I’ve done the same ever since, in
part now in reaction to Frog who’s always in the shed or garage or his music
room busy on some practical project or other.
Last time Frog’s niece K came to stay she gave me a pair of
her jeans. I thought she was chucking them out so I took them to pieces,
intending to turn them into a bag. I’d told K about my fondness for customising
clothes and keeping old clothes so as to use them to alter new ones so I wanted
to show her that I was putting her old jeans to good use. Before I did so
however, I emailed her to check that she was OK with my plans.
‘Oh,’ she said. ‘I
thought you could turn them into shorts for me or trim them with leather or
lace.’
Bother, I thought.
Why didn’t she say that before? And what am I? Some sort of servant? Her
mother? I did feel a bit guilty though.
She’d admired a green dress I was wearing in the summer and asked if I could
make her one to the same pattern, but when she tried it on the shape didn’t
suit her, and anyway I was busy writing so didn’t want to embark on such a long
project, especially for someone else, and how I was I going to fit it to her
shape when she wasn’t there? So I demurred.
The (much-faded) green dress |
Perhaps, I thought now, I could turn The Jeans into a dress for her.
I have a beloved 2004 pattern that I’ve used for summer dresses many many times
(including for the green dress), in many different fabrics and lengths.
I’ve made a version for a neighbour and most years I make
a new version for myself.
Last year's version - in purple batik |
A blue linen version I made in January this year |
I’ll adapt the pattern for her, I thought. It’ll be a
challenge.
I told her of my plan and asked her for her measurements.
I told her of my plan and asked her for her measurements.
‘Oh no,’ she said.
‘Can we review this later? I've not been training for 2 weeks due to an injury
and I didn't behave on my diet and relaxed . . . ’
I remember the
feeling well – buying/making clothes that would fit ‘when I lost weight’,
wearing the same thing over and over again because it was the only thing that
did fit, not having any clothes at all. (My anorexia having metamorphosed into
compulsive eating.)
Too bad, I thought. I need to do some sewing now.
I’ll guess the sizing. That'll make the project even more of a challenge.
And here is the result so far. I’m pretty proud of it.
Especially the red topstitching, courtesy of my new sewing
machine which replaced the 45-year-old one I had to abandon with much sorrow
last year.
I plan to put the jeans’ back pockets over the bust and use
the jeans’ waistband (with its loops) as a belt to cinch the loose waist of the
dress (which is what didn’t suit K). All with more of the red topstitching.
And to use the skirt material to face (line) the top.
And I’ll probably put more topstitching around the neck and armholes
and down the front button-panel.
I haven’t yet decided on the colour of the buttons –
probably black, as red (or purple) might be a step too far.
Whether K will like it and whether it will fit her, I’ve no
idea. I hope so.
* 'Bee/B' is my nickname but the title of this post is also a homage to that excellent TV programme 'The Great British Sewing Bee'. I hope they do another series.
I wrote another post on this subject seven years ago (help!). Click here to read it. You'll also find posts by clicking on 'sewing' in the category list to the right.
Dear B - what beautiful dresses - each one a unique piece of art - and especially the new Jeans dress for your niece - the stitching is fabulous - I love them - what a special talent you have! And so great you can use it to help with the Black Dog. I so empathise with the whole putting on/losing
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disempowering...and still with its hold. It's wonderful to see your Butterick pattern - it took me straight back to my Zambian childhood and standing still while my mother measured me up and all the flimsy tissue paper sections laid out on the dining room table - all out of a Butterick envelope, with her singer sewing machine at one end of the table! Thank you! xx
So glad the post took you back to your Zambian childhood. Knowing that takes me there too, enjoying the heat and hugeness and wild strangeness of the place - not that I've been there! xx
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